Let me describe you one of the most beautiful things that has ever happened to me. One night in 1999 I had an out-of-body experience. I woke up in that place between dreams and wakefulness (so only in my spirit that is outside my body) and I realized I was all immersed in Ocean of Love and that Love was not something but Someone. It was some incredible loving Presence-Light. I knew, saw and felt that this LOVE filled it all with its extremely bright spiritual light. I had no idea how but I knew it that there was no end of it. This LOVE was endless. The Bible says we live in God and move in Him. Oh, yes that was exactly what my soul saw very clearly.I realized I was in all in this God's most tender Love . Every single fibre of my soul could experience my unity with this beautiful Loving -Presence- LIGHT. No words can describe what I felt. I can only say it was the state of some total completeness where all my soul's desires were ideally met. Although this Love was so complete and strong (powerful) that it already made me feel Entirely Happy I was still flying deeper and deeper into It (or HIM) and the further I flew I felt even more and more bliss. This surprised me a lot :more than enough happiness!!! I felt as if I had finally returned Home after some very long journey, so happy to be there at last. And This Light -Person had been waiting there for me all the time when I was away. Yes, all I wanted to say was "at last" . Actually I said it loud from the very bottom of my most happy soul. The Love of the most caring, tender, powerful Father was so light , warm and personal but at the same time it did not impose itself. That was God you cannot be afraid of. That was Someone that each soul deeply desires. I even felt that this majestic Ruler had sense of humor and was most delicate and not at all stiff. If I had moved a bit further I suppose I would have died in my sleep . Suddenly with a speed of light I returned to my body (very painful experience compared to all that bliss) and I immediately woke up. I could do nothing , say nothing but CRY. I cried like a child. I cried that I had not been allowed to stay in that place forever and I cried out of enormous happiness that I had been allowed to experience it all even for such a short time. I do not regret having to stay here. I have four dearest kids, my beloved husband and many people God called me to love His love.I wish I could testify of this immense Love of God. I would not like to keep it only for myself.
Just think about it: we do move and live in God's Love, all the time, also now and although we see things partially, like in a mirror, one day we will reach our true homeland where this Loving presence is awaiting us. Let us never lose this true Home from our sight!!!
