I had a most incredible dream one day. There were some people (but I only saw their souls) standing in a circle, me one of them. And suddenly I noticed that some of them were full of some fascinating, very bright light, while others were in complete darkness. I soon noticed this unusual light also filled me but ,to my greatest surprise, I felt enormous strange pain inside me at the same time. I felt weired because this light was both extremely loving, good, pleasing , pure ,most beautiful but also so painful. Then I noticed another thing. Some of the souls who used to be closed to this light started to open up to it and from dark, gloomy ones turned into little shining 'stars'. But this pain ??? I did not understand it. Then my baby woke me up, out of a sudden, and I sort of heard a message while moving from this most unusual dream to reality: ALWAYS CHOOSE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This left me even more surprised. Because it was a very powerful calling and order. It could be God. It could be an angel. I did not know.
It took me quite a time to interpret this most unusual dream and though I had this dream about 7 years ago I still cannot forget it. God has shown me through different life events and He says so in the Bible that his grace is this light and that once you open up to it you 'walk' in light (and God is most pure LIGHT). What was the pain? I suppose it was the pain of my egoistic nature being purified from self-love and conditional love. To really experience this Light one needs to choose good every minute of their lives. Every single deed, word, thought, action either expresses our egoistic desires or......opens up to this Love/ Light. To love truly and to experience LOVE one must let their own ego be 'crucified'.
Jesus taught, saying, "I am the light of the world: whoever follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life."
